<What's happening to us>
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
-6:02 PM:))
I'm done lying. Believe me again. Even if its impossible. )';




Sorry.

MAKBMA




I wish I could believe you then I'll be alright
But now everything you told me really don't apply
To the way I feel inside
Loving you was easy once upon a time
But now my suspicions of you have multiplied
And it's all because you lied


I only give you a hard time
Cause I cant go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

Just can't seem to get over the way you hurt me
Don't know how you gave another who didn't mean a thing, no
With everything you gave to me
I thought I could forgive you and I know you've changed
As much as I wanna trust you I know it ain't the same
And it's all because you lied


I only give you a hard time
Cause I cant go on and pretend like
I haven't tried to forget this
But I'm much too full of resentment

I may never understand why
I'm doing the best that I can and I
I tried and I tried to forget this
I'm much too full of resentment

I'll always remember feeling like I was no good
Like I couldn't do it for you like your mistress could
And it's all because you lied

Loved you more than ever
More than my own life
The best part of me I gave you
Lived with Sacrifice
And it's all because you lied


I know she was attractive but I was here first
Been ridin' with you for six years why did I deserve
To be treated this way by you, you
I know your probably thinking what's up with Bee
I been crying for too long what did you do to me
I used to be so strong but now you took my soul
I'm crying cant stop crying cant stop crying
You could of told me that you wasn't happy
I know you didn't wanna hurt me
But look what you done-done to me now
I gotta look at her in her eyes and see she's half of me
How could you lie.

 NABN.


Thursday, September 8, 2011
-3:15 AM:))
It was too long for me to get it uploaded. here's the two links.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eck1OgH-f44
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IreerSS3-RI

I'm sorry i have been hurting you. I should have known better that you gave me a second chance for a reason. And now, im only praying hard you will give me a third. Because I love you. I'm disgusted that i cant keep myself loyal to you. and when you told me that i dare say i love you, my heart broke. not because u left me. it broke because i broke yours. Everytime i look at your photo, it hurts me. and it hurts me more when i think of you not returning to me and think of you going on a date. i know it hurts u a whole lot more on another level when u know what i did behind your back when only my thoughts hurt me. i will not forgive myself for doing this to you. even if you did forgave me, i will never forgive you. because you have never done anything to hurt me. its only i who has been hurting you. too much. im shaking right now. because im angry. and im shaking also because im afraid. you know why im afraid. i hit myself alot. im torturing myself for all that i did to you even though its no use because wad im doing to myself now can not be compared to what i did to you. i just want to let you know that i love you so much. the last time i said ' i wont do it again' went down the drain. i just hope you can give me one last chance to prove it. because i cant do this thing call life without you. i wasnt doing life with her anyways. i told you, im living my life for you now, if not, you wont be seeing me in the past 2-3 years. im not expecting you to forgive me but. when i thought i could fall asleep last night, i heard you crying. thats why i called. My heart, it skips so fast whenever i think about you leaving me. Please dont. I've learned from my mistake. I pomise. GOD IM SO FURIOUS AT MYSELF RIGHT NOW. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.



Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe
I ll get a chance to see you when I close my eyes
I m goin out of my head
Lost in a fairy tale
Can you hold my hand and be my guide
Clouds filled with stars cover your skies
And I hope it rains
You re the perfect lullaby
What kind of dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I
Don t wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me
Your love s too good to be true

Turn the lights on

My guilty pleasure I ain t goin nowhere
Baby, long as you re here
I ll be floating on air
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I
Don t wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around all of my thoughts
Boy, you are my temporary high
I wish when I wake up you re there
So wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me you ll stay by my side

Clouds filled with stars cover the sky
And I hope it rains
You re the perfect lullaby
What kind of dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I
Don t wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me
Your love s too good to be true

Turn the lights on

My guilty pleasure I ain t goin nowhere
Baby, long as you re here
I ll be floating on air
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I
Don t wanna wake up from you

Tattoo your name across my heart
So it will remain
Not even death can make us part
What kind of dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I
Don t wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me
Your love s too good to be true

My guilty pleasure I ain t goin nowhere
Baby, long as you re here
I ll be floating on air
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I
Don t wanna wake up from you
Turn the lights on

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I love you (x3)

Baby, I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren t complete
If you weren t by my side
You re my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There s no darkness I can t overcome
You are my raindrops
I am the sea
With you and God, who s my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I m so proud
So proud to be your girl
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and mixed my world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can t do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I ll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

Cause I am in love with you
You set me free
I can t do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I ll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby, you were my man
I know it ain t easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
I see myself having your child
I see myself being your wife
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
Sometimes makes me want to cry
Realize all my blessings
I m grateful to have you by my side

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can t do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I ll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

Cause I am in love with you
You set me free
I can t do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I ll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love with loving me

Everytime I see your face
My heart smiles
Everytime it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love
To hold
To feel
To breath
To love you

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can t do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I ll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

Cause I am inlove with you
You set me free
I can t do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I ll never leave
Just keep loving me
The way I love you loving me

Dangerously (Dangerously)
Dangerous (Dangerous)
Dangerously Inlove (Dangerously Inlove)
With you (Dangerously Inlove)

Oh, I love you (Love you)
Love you (Love you)
I love you (I love you)
I m Dangerously Inlove with you
I love you (I love you)
I love you (I love you)
Dangerously Inlove (Dangerously In love)

Be with you. And only you. <3

See when the rain falls on my window
And the thunder crashes on my ceiling
It brings back the utmost feeling
Of the day I saw you leaving
Now anytime I see our picture
Thinking bout being with ya

Tell me babe

What I gotta do to be with you
Cause I'll do anything
I know this don't matter for you
I'll give up everything
You don't believe me
Then watch me prove
Of what you mean to me
And the way my pen and paper
Swear to never sing again

See when the rain falls on my window
And the thunder crashes on my ceiling
It brings back the utmost feeling
Of the day I saw you leaving
Now anytime I see our picture
Thinking bout being with ya

And it drives me outta my mind, my mind, my mind
Cause I can't be by your side, your side, your side
Girl I know words that can't explain
The way I felt when you went away, away, away
[Cause baby all I wanna do is be with you, be with you, be with you]x4
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/brutha/be_with_you.html ]
Am I trippin girl?
Tryin everything to get with you
But nothing's working
Baby I'm still hurtin
And it looks like you're not ever coming back
Feel like I'm such a fool
Cause I deserve it
Think it wasn't worth it
Now really yours cause I want you back

See when the rain falls on my window
And the thunder crashes on my ceiling
It brings back the utmost feeling
Of the day I saw you leaving
Now anytime I see our picture
Thinking bout being with ya

And it drives me outta my mind, my mind, my mind
Cause I can't be by your side, your side, your side
Girl I know words that can't explain
The way I felt when you went away, away, away
Cause baby all I wanna do is

I'm going crazy can somebody call me a doctor
Don't need a straight jacket nothing can hold me under
Don't need a medicine I've already passed insane
The thought of missing you is prominently killing my brain
And it drives me out of my mind, my mind, my mind
Cause I can't be by your side, your side, your side
Girl I know words that can't explain
The way I felt when you went away, away, away
[Cause baby all I wanna do is be with you, be with you, be with you]x4

I dont want my ex to be another man's treasure. because you are my treasure.

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