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Why did I leave?
I told you, because I was afraid I wouldn't spend time with mama. I hate myself for this. I need you. I want all those things you said. Your skin tone, my lashes, your eyes. Living out of asia. 2 girls. Please come back. I'm crying as I type this. Crying not because I am sad. Crying cos I can't believe I was THAT stupid to leave you. The worse feeling was being forgotten by someone you will never forget? I never stopped thinking bout you. I talked about you with my 2 ex. Shafeqa ( The gerl you met during the night cycling) and Shika. I've never stopped thinking about you. I always wonder what you are doing. What you know about that. Speak a little from my mind. Today, I was very close to just jumping in the middle of the road hoping a car would hit me. I'm aware of whatever fines that may slap my face. But I just want to stop thinking. I'm just not me when I don't have you. And now, I just don't get it. It's not that you can't do it. You just don't want to do it. That's what I think. Probably you'll say you can't because you got him. But can you for once realise that he does not ask you about your daily life? He said even though you don't get to see each other, he still loves you. Even if you couldn't see each other, he could atleast talk to you on the phone and give you a message til you fall asleep! LIKE I DID. Oh wad? the bugger's tired? Talkin otp is too tired? Fuck that! For all you know, he's just waiting for you to ask him. I'm pissed off right now. I need a breather. I don't know if you'll be disappointed by what I have said here but its time I get some off my chest. I'm sorry.
Fucking dumb schmuck! Ima FUCKIN DUMB SCHMUCK!
MohdAshrafKhan
