I just don't get it. What did I do? We we're so close before. Sitting anywhere till it's 9.30 or 10. Now, you won't even talk to me and I clearly don't even know why. I've been asking but you still won't reply. This sucks you know. Not having you to share all my comments and funny stories and stuff. I really don't understand why. Please say something.
Mohd Ashraf Khan
Friday, October 9, 2009
-10:12 AM:))
Mamaaa.. It's my 17th birthday today. I wish you were here to be with us. I went to the kubo just now to see them bones shifted to the new place. Dada's bones to be specific. I even touched it. haha. And then I went to urs. Gosh I havent seen u in a long long long time ma. And I am still wondering if u are comiing home. Most of the nights, I know you are beside me cos I felt ur presence. Like right now.. Anyways.. I guess my birthdae wish of having that cake shaped like a boxing glove or a boxing ring won't come true. It would be awesome but I dont think its important. Cos ive thought of a new wish. A wish that no one can put a price on. My wish? To be a better man. Not just for myself ofcourse. For everyone who knows me and for anyone who wants to know me. I know u've wished me happy birthdae but I just wish i can feel ur kiss on my cheek and me doing the same thing to u. U know... Aaaaahh.. tears.. Hope to see u soon mama. Ilove you. Till the end of this world and the beginning of the next, I will stillLOVE YOU.
Happy birthday to me. Hooray.
Mohd Ashraf Khan
Friday, October 2, 2009
-6:34 AM:))
Most of the things isn't how it is before. I wonder why. After saying some stuff. Some things have changed. This sucks. dammit.
Well, ive shaved my head again. And this time, a friend says I look fierce. And another says i look good. Okay laaaa... Nothing much to update. Bubbye now.
