<What's happening to us>
Sunday, August 2, 2009
-7:43 AM:))

Todae, had abg kassim and abg azzad's majlis cukor rambot.. So i carried the tray around following abg azzad since zameer followed abg kassim. And while i was following abg azzad, my heart felt so cold. Literally cold. And i thought to myself...Why.. ok lets get pass that. Even tho the question is still in my mind.. BTW, I carried baby M.A.K who is only 2 weeks old. Ferst time sei angkat baby that young. I usually wait till they are 4-6 months old. hahah. And Cik Arshad said i sajak angkat that baby!!! hahahahhahahahha...

Well, i havent been a good bf lately.. I suck. But honestly, sometimes i cant seem to trust u. maybe cos we took it all too fast. but still, we're together and we can work things out.

I have a confession to make but i shall not and will not talk about it.. But then again. I guess it can never happen.. Time will tell..

I think im beginning to gain weight a little. even tho im fasting. good aint i.. Been working out every saturdae with Faisal, Ari and Haikal. Doing some of our own boxing. Faisal teaches us since he has been to a boxing school.

My dream is to win a gold medal for Singapore in the Olympics and continue to be a professional boxer. And im gonna achieve that. Just wait and see. People say I wouldnt make it. That I wouldnt get to the top. But there was nothing they could sae that could make me stop..

I am out.

Md Ashraf Khan