-1:22 AM:))

I got some brains up in the front seat of a humma, and if you could make it rain then ludacris can make it thunda. I ain't messin with the lames but I seem to make em' wonda, how I came and took the game for the past seven summers. Now your woman wanna get it from the front, from the back, if she wit' it I'ma hit it from the side, give her what she wants, in a lac. She freakin' I can see it in her eye. She can go tit, for tat. It's so good I made her wanna cry. A little bit of this, a little that. For two piece biscuits and some fries straight from churches. YOUR BOYRFRIEND"S WORTHLESS, COS LUDA GOES DEEP WHILE HE BARELY SCRATCH THE SURFACE. She itchin' for that scratch like she DJ Jay-C . If you lookin' for your math BITCH come and find me. I'd be in the A town I ain't that hard to find. Put your legs up in the air and see that DTP sign. If you wanna meet my momma that's a thing I won't do. You said mother fuck me? Now MOTHER FUCK YOU. Know why?

Md Ashraf Khan

-10:11 PM:))

3 words.

Sucker for love.

Md Ashraf Khan

-9:49 AM:))

Aliyah.. I miss you so very much!! I am going to ask Kak Nana on which day will she not work. So I can go play with you!! Unclee! Unclee!! haha. I can hear your words in my head. Aliyah Aliyah Aliyah Aliyah Aliyah Aliyah. KAISAH ALIYAH!!!!

So, kakak... Your suggetion on just go on dates? I am not sure. This isn't like USA. Singapore people are different. Singapore people, waaaay too much thinking. haha. Can't say that's not true.

So I am going to start work soon. A lil nervous but, can't wait though.

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I will edit and continue again. Fucking

Md Ashraf Khan

-2:40 AM:))

Ok, well today didn't get aliyah to stay at my house. BUT, I did get to meet her! Kak Nana ajak me out with her. So, YAY! she was smiling, laughing, said some unexpected things. aahah. Most funny, Digging nose like looking for gold. huahuahua! then she kesat at my baju and the father baju then laugh. EVIL!, but ADORABLE... hahaha. Anyways, I pity my friend. In the morning, i met her for awhile then we sat down to talk about stuff. And she cried cos' of some things that can't be stated. Well, what to do kan. This is a really sick thing la. Sorry to hear all those stuff. i got my uniform today. Asked Zaiba how I looked. this what she said,

Me: Im asking for ur opinion u know
Zestelle: yeaa.
Zestelle: okee. whrt.
Zestelle: not bad.
Zestelle: yg kat tengah2 to aper?
Zestelle: in e midle of ur baju ?
Me: the logo
Zestelle: ouhh. hahha.
Zestelle: isee2.
Me: see my slua and all.
Me: yes a smart shoe
Zestelle: bolee. nice2. very smart .
Zestelle: hahaha.
*showed a pink tie on webcam*
Zestelle: nice.
Zestelle: love e color!
Me: no the tie is just kidding
Zestelle: -.-
Zestelle: nice la
Me: hehe ok i look good
Me: ahahha
Me: :P
Zestelle: gyea u do.

(was on webcam before this conversation started ok.)

Ok bubbye now!

Md Ashraf Khan

-10:33 PM:))

Ouh no!! Ouh no!! Ouh noooo!!!! Why!!! Why tak jadi!! Why must you cry when ur mama not here?!?! I got a ball that u like to punch, and will make u forget about things surrounding u!! Aliyah!!! grr. That lil bugger won't be at my house tmrw. Daaaaamn. Next time maybe.. Hopefully.. Gurantee!!!

OUH SAD SAD DAY!!

Md Ashraf Khan

ouh yea!!!! cant wait for this mondae!! hahaha... Khaisah Aliyah will be staying over my house for the day. Or even better, the night!! Yay! And the best part, I am gonna take care of her! ahahha. excited ah. So it's gonna feel like I am gonna take care of my own child! hell yea! just that she will spoil my imagination of her being my own child by calling me uncle la. But who gives a XXXX!!! ahahahah! hahah. hah. heh. hmm. saket prot, breathing difficulty. WOO! yay!
OUH HAPPY DAY!!!

Yea that's it for tonight's post dudes/dudettes. hee.

Md Ashraf Khan

-6:53 AM:))

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Md Ashraf Khan

( P.S I really meant it when I said good luck with him and that you can come to me as I will give a helping hand when in need. =] )

-9:18 AM:))

I don't quite like it with all this games in my mind. I don't know who to pick. And don't get me wrong when i say pick. Cos' im trying not to make it seem like I can have whoever I want. If possible, I would love to marry you both so that I can see u both with me, happy. But...Damn it I don't like this feeling. I don't care if either of you read it. I want to let you know how I'm feeling this few days, maybe weeks. I pity you both for knowing a jerk-ass like me. If possible, I want you both to leave me, but I can't let it happen. Cos' you both have been too good to me for all this to just vanish. I don't know what else to say to you guys. Im out, playa...

Md Ashraf Khan

-9:59 AM:))

Wow, haven't been doing thins for a long time. So umm, I won't be going to prom night. Sad but for my own good. Who knows there will be a party for me at home? ahah. Bull-taik. Anyways, been confused lately. Seriously. I have. I don't know. I can't control. I can't sleep, but I am tired. It's 2:11AM but I am fully awake. I wish I can turn back time. My brain, well I will just sayi it, I am psycho. My brain small, my imaginations are as big as the galaxy. And I like to jump to different conclusions. So bare with it when you people read my blog.

My mind, ask me why I do all this stuff. Why can't I be a normal men. You'll get it if I say I am like 'Joey'. Which means ' How YOU doing.?' with that cheeky voice. People, I can't seem to make up my mind. Sometimes, I feel like both. Sometimes I feel like just one. Sometimes even three! And she didn't even had to anything to do with it! Damn it what's wrong with me? Feels like no one can help me. But actually they can. By listening. Just that I don't want it to happen. Cos' I am stuborn. People, this feeling suck. And if I were to be a dinosaur right now, I will be named a ' JERKersaurus '. Good Night people.

(P.S. The timing of when I post this blog on my webpage, is a dip-shit. Don't bother looking at the time of whenever I post cos' I myself don't know what's wrong.)

Md Ashraf Khan

Im sorry.

-8:48 AM:))

Wow, my eye is feeling better. All thanks to my brother who kept a close eye on me. He didnt miss the timing of when I am suppose to put my eye drops. But I always put my eye drops before he came to check. Either way, still I say thanks. I've never been so happy before to actually be closer to my brother. We rarely talk before. But now, we do it almost every single day. I get very happy when I can talk to him. Sometimes, his jokes might be nasty or harsh, but still, in a funny way. I'm always happy to see myself talking to him. So, I might not have the guts just to say thank you to him. So I'll just say it here. Bro, thanks alot for all your help. I appreciate it alot. Many many thanks. And well, there is no need to hope because I know we will have a strong bond. =)

Md Ashraf Khan