Fuck man! my dream to be a boxer has gone down the stupid drain sia! Not cos of my breathing difficulty. Cos my father said he wont allow me to join boxing. Its only ok as an exercise. Not as a part time boxer who goes for tournaments and all. SHIT MAN! Whats the point of doing something without your parents blessings. Mama allowed me to join. At least I think she did. But what the hell la! Not happy sia now! I want to sweet talk my father ah. I dont care ah. FCUK IT man. I buy stuffs for my own practice in boxing at home. Now all wasted. What the hell. I dont care. I will do whatever it takes to get his blessings. And I mean WHATEVERRR. Get it? Now I not happy. Feel like want to punch my double end bag, but my maid is sleeping. Grr. Dear Almighty, please change his mind into allowing me to join the boxing school. Because I have my FULL HEART into boxing man. Second is a police officer because thats what her mom wants her husband to be. -.-' If everything goes right la between me and her. Well, for the record in holiday history. I will not be going out tmrw as I will be working out at home. =D But if I did go out, most probably to Caleb's house because he has the big heavy bag. Aite thats it fer today peeps. Good night.
